For about three years, I've been writing imaginary blog posts for myself. It started out as a form of journalling--trying to process my thoughts and feelings by writing them down.
Trans Day of Visibility – Stealing Easter?
Conservative feathers were ruffled by Trans Day of Visibility falling on the same day as Easter, but for me, it was a plus.
Trans Day of Visibility
As well as being Easter Sunday, today is International Trans Day of Visibility. To celebrate this, I wanted to honour a number of trans people whose lives have impacted me in a personal way (whether they’re aware of it or not).
Paradigm Shifts
One week ago I was officially diagnosed with ADHD. It’s been a couple of years of questioning whether I might have ADHD, and about 15 months of actively pursuing a diagnosis (don’t get me started on that whole long process!). During this time I began identifying as ‘ADHD-adjacent’ and found that much of the language for common ADHD experiences, like object impermanence or hyperfocus, were helpful ways to describe what I was experiencing. Those who are close to me probably got sick of hearing me talk about ADHD experiences constantly, and as my housemate put it last week, “we all knew/suspected.” But as soon as the diagnosis became official last week, something strange happened.
How to Talk to Kids about Queer People
A while back, I got a phone call from an old pastor friend who was struggling with a difficult situation and wanted my insights on how he could approach it. It turned out that his kid’s kindergarten was celebrating “Wear it Purple Day” and inviting all the kids to wear purple clothes to celebrate the … Continue reading How to Talk to Kids about Queer People
11 Trauma-safe Practices
Following up on my last post outlining core principles of trauma-informed practice, I wanted to share some more practical ideas for what it might look like to embody these principles Christian contexts. I should acknowledge that my own lived experiences of religious trauma relate to two specific subcultures—Independent Fundamentalist Baptist and White Evangelicalism—so my suggestions … Continue reading 11 Trauma-safe Practices
Creating Safe Churches
After the last few posts exploring the harm trauma survivors experience in the church, I wanted to start painting a positive vision for what cultivating trauma-safe churches might look like. This is likely to be one of those topics that perpetually has more to be said about it, so I suspect it’ll be a topic … Continue reading Creating Safe Churches
Revoice Debrief
I'm finally getting around to sharing some VERY belated reflections on the Revoice conference I went to in the USA a few months ago! I had the immense privilege of attending this year's conference as conference staff/worship leader, and if you’ve had a real-life conversation with me at any point this year, you’ll know how … Continue reading Revoice Debrief
Understanding Safety
I’ve done a lot of writing about the importance of cultivating “safety” recently, but some recent conversations have highlighted to me that not everyone understands this word the same way. While trauma survivors and psychologists use “safety” to denote a very particular experience, I’ve noticed a lot of Christians assume that “safety” is synonymous with “comfort.” When we trauma survivors talk about the need to feel safe, we’re not asking to avoid discomfort or even pain. In fact, we’re often better at tolerating uncomfortable feelings than anyone else, both emotionally and physically. What we’re asking for is the space to honour our God-given bodies with a felt assurance that we are not at risk of experiencing harm—a felt assurance so visceral it allows our bodies, nervous systems, and brains to engage in learning and connecting as God invites us to do.
Survivorship Bias
One of the common responses to my last few posts on trauma topics is the shock of well-meaning people when they learn the extent of harm caused in the church. Sometimes it looks like denial (the people whose response to hearing stories of harm is ‘that’s not how I remember it’), but for the most … Continue reading Survivorship Bias
Presumption of Safety
In my last post I used the phrase ‘presumption of safety’ and promised to say more about it soon. This is a phrase that (to my knowledge) I’ve coined in order to finally put into words an experience that has caused me such extensive isolation and pain. The phenomenon it describes came to my awareness … Continue reading Presumption of Safety